I work for the Universe.

I am my own boss. I work for myself. Sometimes I wish my boss wasn't so lenient. Sometimes I wish she would advise me to be more structured, more linear and less 'flowy'. I would probably feel criticized and judged. I might just quit. I might argue with her and say the Universe is my boss. I work for Source and get my abundance through Source. I would tell her she is confining me and not honoring my creative, intuitive way of being. 
At times I start thinking "sensibly". I get on Craigslist and look at the "real" jobs out there. I say I should get  one of those things and live like a normal person. I get stressed when no work comes in for days and sometimes a week or more. I think about how I need to market myself, advertise, put myself out there in the mainstream more. I am a Psychic. It is not very mainstream and no one cuts coupons for psychics. 
So, I carry on with my non-linear, unstructured, faith driven way of operating a business. I trust that I will be provided for, work will come when I truly need it and that I will always be able to meet my needs. It always happens yet I am always looking for an escape route to a more dependable reality.
Nothing is truly secure, I remind myself. No job is truly safe from the changes life brings.
No, I don't have a steady paycheck. No, I can't call in sick, take a paid vacation day or snuggle up to  my savings account when I feel scarcity creep in. 
But I have an agreement with myself, the Universe and the angels that help run the show. That agreement is that I make myself available to be of service to my clients that need me. That agreement is to trust the Universe to look out for me. 
Maybe I don't need to be more structured because my structure is about being in the moment and doing what is called for at that time. Maybe I don't need to be more linear because time is merely a construct of reality which can be expanded or condensed. Maybe I don't need a boss to tell me what to do or how to do it because I listen to my heart and my Spirit to guide me. 
Maybe I value my freedom more than I do the things money can bring. It would be great to have financial security, but what is true financial security. Everything is fleeting and life gives and takes away from everyone regardless of status. 
I will just keep being me. I will keep on forgetting what time it is or what day it is or that I need to go to the grocery store so I can eat. I will keep on walking in the rain, not because I can't afford an umbrella or forgot to carry it with me, but because I don't mind getting wet or living on the edge. Life in all it's unpredictability is beautiful and mysterious. 
I don't mind that and apparently neither does my boss. 

Cherie